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The Final Curtain

The Final Curtain

The Barber Studio: VICTORY! in honour of Victor Martens (Winter 2019) Since we're on a bit of a nostalgia trip at the moment, I thought it opportune to share a throwback to 2019 (remember those days?), when I had just returned from sabbatical to this lovely group of...

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Taking the steps

Taking the steps

So many steps! (Selfie, August 2019, Lyon, France) Ah, those halcyon days in the Before Times! I used to go to Lyon, France, each summer for a Voice Intensive, and eat well, drink good wine, commune with international colleagues, teach, play and sing. That particular...

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Answering the Call

Answering the Call

Answering the Call (taken on Bass Lake, ON, October 2020) There's an aphorism somewhere about how you make God laugh: Tell Her Your Plans. I was gradually warming myself to the idea of moving beyond my university voice-opera-and-other-things teaching life, living into...

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The Inner Animal

The Inner Animal

Stretch (sourced on Snappa.com, December 2025) As someone working with her own voice now for about 50 years, and with the voices of others for half that time, I’ve come—gratefully—to know and greet the Inner Animal. In my own personal journey, it took me a very long...

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Enter, with leopard

Enter, with leopard

Leopard (Sourced on Snappa.com, Dec. 2025) It's a funny story, and if you want to know it, next time you meet me, you can ask. But this week, the image of a leopard has been omnipresent. I've been noticing its quiet, observant and wise presence everywhere. I was...

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Noise Actor

Noise Actor

Noise Actor (sourced on Snappa.com, November 2025) I've been working on a Directed Study with a grad student, and they are exploring extended techniques in a big way. We started riffing on what that expression "extended techniques" really means, and I posited that it...

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Mind Over Matter

Mind Over Matter

It's All in Your Head (sourced on Snappa.com, Nov. 2025) Two incidents this week formed the theme for this post: my daughter's 30th birthday project to run 30 km (shout-out Alice: she did it!) and the struggle and work of my students preparing for this weekend's...

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Full Circle, Part 3

Full Circle, Part 3

Circle of 3 (sourced on Snappa.com, October 2025) This year is full of these Ouroboros (see last week!) moments of returning to what was before, reliving it, grieving its passing, celebrating its regeneration anew. I was struck by this image of 3 women in front of a...

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Ouroboros

Ouroboros

Ouroboros (sourced on Snappa.com October 2025) Don't you just love it when you learn something new? Recently our Masters students had the opportunity to work together with Zorana Sadiq (I'm a big fan, so it was partly selfish to invite her into my classroom) and she...

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Taking up space

Taking up space

Occupying space (sourced on Snappa.com, Sept. 2025) Occupying space is a big theme in singing. It's interesting how, as vocalists, even though we are performing artists to greater or lesser degrees, we seem to shy away from taking up and using the space that is...

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This is me

This is me

This is me (September, 2025) This is me. In my final year of teaching at Laurier. Waking up, writing in my journal, prepping one class at a time, leaning into the work I love. This is me, trying not to be too fussed about the outcome, and being present to what is,...

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For the joy of it

For the joy of it

Joy flowering (THANKS TO my clematis, June 2025) I am channeling joy and gratitude this week as I begin the first of many "final firsts" in this, my final year of what has been a very rich and rewarding (and at times challenging and humbling) teaching career. I am...

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We must persist

We must persist

Persistence (sourced on Snappa.com, August 2025) There has been considerable feedback from readers on the topic of "hiding" from my last post, and the fear of doing things that scare us off, make us feel vulnerable and question ourselves. So I'm going to keep diving...

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The ways we hide

The ways we hide

Hiding in plain sight (a COVID selfie, April, 2020) I have been thinking a lot about the ways we like to hide from ourselves as singers, artists and performers. It's a very vulnerable business, this singing stuff, and it can make us feel extremely exposed. Exposure...

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